The Dark Side of Being a YouTuber

  • Published: 06 February 2019
  • I've kept this secret for almost a year now, hiding behind a smile in my videos. Little did anyone know I was pushing through one of the hardest moments of my life, but I pushed far enough that now I'm ready to talk about my harassment because nobody else should settle for being treated like this. I hope this can help you in dealing with your own battles. When I say I love you guys, I truly do mean it.


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    *None of the names in the video are related to the real person(s)
    *Please do not go on a search to find out who these people are, that is the opposite of what I wanted this video to do.

    This isn't just about being a YouTuber, it's about being someone that goes against the grain and having to deal with people who will do anything in their power to stop you from achieving your dreams.

    Your "weirdness" is usually your greatest strength. Remember that.

Comments • 11 347

  • Sara Potter
    Sara Potter  51 minutes back

    why did they put sperm? did they know that the police could test that for dna?

    • Skies Noteable
      Skies Noteable  6 hours back

      Eggs and piss that’s just everyday in Australia

      • Gatcha_gryfindor Forever


        Literally nobody:



        Me:wow um ok

        • Amber Maqueda
          Amber Maqueda  9 hours back

          My family buys 5 gallons at the same time

          • candy kakez
            candy kakez  9 hours back

            Omgawsh you deserve WAYYY better ... there just jealous... people are gonna hate ... people are gonna try to bring you down ... people are gonna try to hurt you but guess what there’s always people who are gonna support you and help you with your journey... love you 😍 💕

            • Baby Blessing
              Baby Blessing  14 hours back

              Who’s that dumb to leave there DNA

              • M E R E Y A H M E Z A
                M E R E Y A H M E Z A  15 hours back

                “And I would’ve gotten away with it, if it weren’t for your medaling kids”😂😂

                All of this Just reminded me of Scooby-Doo 😂

                • bree nguyen
                  bree nguyen  15 hours back

                  this has been on my recommended for a long time and i’m glad i watched it

                  • hmchkju yuoku
                    hmchkju yuoku  17 hours back

                    Ew sperm wtf

                    • Gabrielle Eyde
                      Gabrielle Eyde  17 hours back

                      You should be a therapist like damn

                      • Anabella Perez
                        Anabella Perez  18 hours back

                        This has been on my recommendation for 6 months finally watched it

                        • Zaykaidon boydriggins
                          Zaykaidon boydriggins  18 hours back

                          I'm so glad you found who was doing that horrible stuff to your house

                          • Deedee Naugle
                            Deedee Naugle  18 hours back

                            this is so sick. how can you do this to someone’s house???

                            • Danae Jordana
                              Danae Jordana  18 hours back

                              this has been in my watch later for months and i finally watched it and im so glad i did. love how you handled the situation and how you bounced back from it. 💞

                            • Makeup by Liza
                              Makeup by Liza  19 hours back

                              Off topic but u look so beautiful and your hair looks so healthy 💕

                              • Victoria Briones
                                Victoria Briones  19 hours back

                                I love you you're such a trooper and a great person

                                • Literally Unique
                                  Literally Unique  19 hours back

                                  What you said in the end about the hate being a background noise really hit me.

                                  • Victoria Paket
                                    Victoria Paket  19 hours back

                                    THIS VIDEO MEANS SOOOO MUCH FOR ME❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

                                    • Jazmin Garcia
                                      Jazmin Garcia  20 hours back

                                      Your such an amazing and strong person 👍

                                      • E Reid
                                        E Reid  20 hours back

                                        i watched all the way through!

                                        • Yulitzy Rojas
                                          Yulitzy Rojas  21 hours back

                                          Don't stop YouTube DON'T listen to them because you are a good person💖

                                          • jesse smith
                                            jesse smith  21 hours back

                                            The last part made me cry. Ig my strength is being small cuz I get bullied cuz of that but great message girl. Stay strong

                                            • Moon ligt679
                                              Moon ligt679  21 hours back

                                              Ok wow. I get SO PARANOID about every little thing. She is so brave!!!

                                              • Zion Burnett
                                                Zion Burnett  22 hours back

                                                I would of came out with a gun

                                                • XxPink_ LoverxX
                                                  XxPink_ LoverxX  1 days back

                                                  When you sAid "I'm just like you" the barbie song. Of 'I'm just like you, your just like me" and what so ever came to head first without thinking of what you said lmao anyone else?

                                                  Just me well..

                                                  • Jay B
                                                    Jay B  1 days back

                                                    These people are dummmmbbbbb AF!!

                                                    • Kylin Lily
                                                      Kylin Lily  1 days back

                                                      Is my family the only family that only gets like 1 pint of milk

                                                      • Mysterious Melody
                                                        Mysterious Melody  1 days back

                                                        Just wanna put out there that we do and we actually buy 8 of them. We are heavy milk drinkers

                                                        • Peeepsand
                                                          Peeepsand  1 days back

                                                          She looks like a mixture of Catherine paiz and chantel jafferies

                                                          • Jazmyn Lizbeth
                                                            Jazmyn Lizbeth  2 days back

                                                            I believe you, but...

                                                            My family buys four to five gallons of milk every time we make a trip to the grocery store. I didn’t know that our constant consumption of milk wasn’t deemed “normal.”

                                                            • Kiarisse Gonzalez
                                                              Kiarisse Gonzalez  2 days back

                                                              This made me cry at the end

                                                              • Eva-Marie Briones
                                                                Eva-Marie Briones  2 days back


                                                                • Eva-Marie Briones
                                                                  Eva-Marie Briones  2 days back

                                                                  Hi you are so cool and cute

                                                                  • Greg Stevens
                                                                    Greg Stevens  2 days back

                                                                    be your self no matter what people think of you you are bueatiful and you have the strangth to be the one how is different

                                                                    • Secrets Of The Ocean
                                                                      Secrets Of The Ocean  2 days back

                                                                      why cant the police send the dna to the forensic analyzer like

                                                                      • Mimi Tecunmonoz
                                                                        Mimi Tecunmonoz  2 days back

                                                                        I never see this video 'cause i thouth it was fake,but it's sad.

                                                                        • shay valentini
                                                                          shay valentini  2 days back

                                                                          Like in movies, always remember, it's never the wind 😂

                                                                          • TheRealest Cutestpanda

                                                                            they could all eat and drink all that and die

                                                                            • Chelsea Martin
                                                                              Chelsea Martin  2 days back

                                                                              omg this same thing kinda happened to me for months people would drive in my yard and do donuts in our front yard and mess it all up

                                                                              • Mairsile
                                                                                Mairsile  2 days back

                                                                                22:06 I do 😂 but we have like thirty cats and we as a family drink milk every day, so yeah

                                                                                • Zara H-W
                                                                                  Zara H-W  2 days back

                                                                                  Her story time : the bad parts about being a YouTuber

                                                                                  My story time: the day I watched this YouTube video I officially subscribed

                                                                                  Your story time : wth is this comment and yep I’m scrolling through the comments

                                                                                  • Juwariyah J
                                                                                    Juwariyah J  2 days back

                                                                                    2.4k dislikes are michale and paterick on 2.4k accounts

                                                                                    • Darielys Verta
                                                                                      Darielys Verta  2 days back

                                                                                      fudge the people who unliked this vidio

                                                                                      • The B and D sisters
                                                                                        The B and D sisters  2 days back

                                                                                        we have like 8 people so we bye like four gallons of milk and my brother has milk every day

                                                                                        • alizah47 azhar
                                                                                          alizah47 azhar  2 days back

                                                                                          Lol for me got little bit scared and the people went way to far with that.

                                                                                          • Auna ᴀᴜɴᴀ
                                                                                            Auna ᴀᴜɴᴀ  2 days back

                                                                                            This whole time I thought she had short hair and then at the end I realized it was long 😂😂🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️ I’m dumb

                                                                                            • s o p h i a
                                                                                              s o p h i a  2 days back

                                                                                              fucking michael

                                                                                              • teresa jaime
                                                                                                teresa jaime  2 days back

                                                                                                get in contact with who? youtubers?